I started to transcribe all the notes, and thoughts, and voice recordings, and ideas I’ve had the last ten days and I realized how much I had veered off course from the original intent of this blog in the first place: to write about myself and my work.
Instead it got tied up in my living situation, moving, disappointment, and family shit.
I don’t want to think about that, let alone write about it, at least NOT here.
Deep Blue 42 is about my journey to let go of things, to find more positive solutions and to think more productive thoughts. I am a negative person and I know where it comes from and how it got here. I don’t need to spend my work time talking about my mommy and her daily weed habit (which by the way makes her MORE negative…weird right?) or my dad and his absence (which by the way does not make the heart grow fonder)!
I am here to tell you about my work and how amazing working is and how much I enjoy the process of working. It’s suppose to be about ART.
Ok, I think I just needed that reminder, for myself if nothing else.
Funny, I sit here now trying to think of something to say about my art but instead I have to go think about packing, moving, unpack and MORE release of my objects.
Hopefully I can switch gears soon.