The last bit of the MercRetro has taught me that I don’t prioritize my SELF high enough in real time. I write my self into my schedule but I am quick to reshuffle the deck for others only to find them unwilling to do the same for me. It’s also taught me that I haven’t tried hard enough to to sell my art. To make a real living from my werk/joy/passion/love. These are two great lessons. Two painful, exhausting and concerning lessons that I am glad to have learned. 

No more chaos, no more exceptions, no more freebies. 

Value my self.